Non-existence relationship

I think I want to like someone

I dont like him yet

I just

I desperately want to like him

And I feel like he could return the feelings too

Yesterday I was sure of it

Today I doubt it

Maybe

Tomorrow Im out of it

Now I m reminded of an old post back in 07

Kiss the nerd, you idiot!
On the downside of my div, we're egoistic BUT we have no balls!
I wouldnt go first for guys that I like.
Even if I want to, I wouldnt want to take the risk.
If I did, I must be very highly dizzy/intoxicated/flirtatious
Exaggerating is what I do best.
Shit. Penakut.

Be my lovecoach.